Monday, 15 April 2013

A Love Letter to My Unborn and Not Even Concieved Baby

I cant really promise that i'll be a perfect mother, who has all the money in the world so you could take countless trips to Disney land, buy you a candy score and always cook nice food or make the coolest lunch boxes; but you'll be LOVED unconditionally.

I'm 21, single and I haven't really got a good solid plan for my life, nor have a daddy for you since I'm single; but for some reason the idea of writing you this letter has crossed my mind a million times; I might not know now reason but hopefully one day I will. I have experienced the greatest love any mother can give to her child from my mother; whom I know you will one day get to meet because she will help to raise you as  she raised and install the great values that i have grown to appreciate. I'm saying that the ride will be easy and that there wont be fights, misunderstandings but there will be love laughter and lots of warmth.

The truth is I wont be a perfect mother to you, that's probably because I'm not a perfect person, but I'll be your friend, your provider the one you can rely on, I'll discipline you sometimes spoil you and be over protective, but that will come from a loving heart that only wants to see you going good, like getting straight A's, participating in sports, having friends and developing a good relationship with God. The man up stairs, you don't have to worry about knowing him for now but what I know for sure is that he planned you long before I wasn't even born and continue guarding and protecting you as long as you exist, He knows the time, place and reason that will make you read this letter... isn't just AWESOME? I think do too.

i cant wait to see you for the first time; **with eyes closed, while imagining** falling in love with the fruits of my loins... that will be a total aaaha moment :)

P.S
Mommy Loves You! (((Blowing Kisses in The Air)))