First and foremost I didn't choose my family, didn't choose my mama nor dad, God gave them to me or me to them as a gift (it pretty obvious they did something right or wrong since they aren't married, and something right which is me, came out of it, it all depends on how you look at it), nevertheless, the love I have for the is totally different form the love I have for anything or anyone in the world, maybe I was programmed to love the because in one way or another I need them, with \out them I would'nt be the Ntokozo that yo'll know, with a dimple underneath my chin, tall structure, long ass feet and big lips, yep that's me.
When it comes to my love for my friends, since I'm the one who chose them and still have the choice to whether keep them or ditch them, the oes I have right now... I am content with. They are awesome, well dressed, loyal (so far), and funny by the way I love a good laugh, they are pretty naughty as well, so they match my personality. I can't say I wont be able to live without them but life would be ridiculously boring and dry with them, let me just put it this way... they matter.
the love I have for my boyfrend? wait! Do I have one?? Well not really, so lets just say I may love a guy the guy I may be dating but his love is totally different from the love posotioned for family and friends, you just know you can be dumped anytime, a taller, more bootylicious and smarter chick may just come and sweap him off his feet, so you never really know how long your riegn may last, what I'm tryna say is that, we should love the guys and girls we are with but keep in mind that thier love may not be forever, yes at first it might seem like its forever but do remember that the person you're with is an individual and views as well as feelings, don't expect a person to feel what you feel, if you feel like commiting suicide don't kill your partner, he didn't say he wants you die for, he just said he loved you and if he doesn't anymore, what makes you think that you wont find another one? didn't you find him when you had lost all hope?
Most people say love hurts, love doesn't hurt, love is the most beautiful God had his creatures with, love makes us glow, go to heights we never though were possible, smile and laugh so uncontrollably that we feel ecstatic. The down side about love is the measures, we don't love people the way they love us or want hem to love us, that's why there are sooo many girls who turn themselves into what they are not with hopes of finding love, while the truth is no matter how ugly, dirty, down and under you are if its your turn in love, love will find you and knock you off your feet, be yourself, you'll be much happier, and remember to need those who need you.
PS
I Love Love <3
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